the story of my life

now here we are where you first met me.

you took advantage of me just like all the others.
you were suppose to protect me.
you made a fool out of me.

i am so stupid even just to think that we still have a chance to be together,
how can you ask for my trust when you played me for a long time?
how could you hurt me?

you promised you'll take care of me,
you promised you'll protect me,

you said you'll fight for me,
you said you'll fight for us.

...you promised me that you'll protect me.you promised.

i have an expressive personality :)

The Expressive
The Expressive, a verbally adept personality, is engaging, accommodating,
supportive of others, persuasive, socially adept, and relationship- rather
than task-oriented. He or she loves to be one of the gang, and is always ready for
something new and exciting, especially if the gang is ready to participate.
Additional strengths include enthusiasm, diplomatic skills, and the ability to
inspire others.

Weaknesses involve impatience, a tendency to generalize, verbal assaults,
and sometimes irrational behavior. The Expressive can also be egotistical,
manipulative, undisciplined, reactive, unorganized, and abrasive.

The Expressive readily exchanges information and life experiences. His or
her main need is to be appreciated and accepted. The Expressive’s pleasure
is recognition and approval. His or her pain is isolation and lack of attention.

When communicating with an Expressive

• Focus on developing a relationship
• Try to show how your ideas will improve his or her image
• Be enthusiastic, open, and responsive
• Relate to the need to share information, stories, and experience
• Be forthcoming and willing to talk
• Ask and answer “who” questions
• Remember to be warm and approachable at all times
• Work to minimize his or her direct involvement with details or
  personal conflicts.

Portrait of an Expressive’s office
In short, it’s a mess. The Expressive loves favorite sayings and has them
plastered on the wall or sitting on the desk. Files are never in a filing cabinet.
Rather, they’re piled all over the office in stacks. But don’t be misled. The
Expressive knows exactly where everything is and can find virtually
anything by its location. Office colors will probably be loud and lively. If
there are flowers or plants, they’re likely dead – either talked to death or
lacking water. The Expressive’s greatest reward is personal acknowledgment
from others, and examples of this will be displayed. The Expressive is an
excitable dreamer, with lots of ideas and projects, but without the time to
follow them up.
Symbol: Peacock.

i have an exprs

The Expressive
The Expressive, a verbally adept personality, is engaging, accommodating,
supportive of others, persuasive, socially adept, and relationship- rather
than task-oriented. He or she loves to be one of the gang, and is always ready for
something new and exciting, especially if the gang is ready to participate.
Additional strengths include enthusiasm, diplomatic skills, and the ability to
inspire others.

Weaknesses involve impatience, a tendency to generalize, verbal assaults,
and sometimes irrational behavior. The Expressive can also be egotistical,
manipulative, undisciplined, reactive, unorganized, and abrasive.

The Expressive readily exchanges information and life experiences. His or
her main need is to be appreciated and accepted. The Expressive’s pleasure
is recognition and approval. His or her pain is isolation and lack of attention.

When communicating with an Expressive

• Focus on developing a relationship
• Try to show how your ideas will improve his or her image
• Be enthusiastic, open, and responsive
• Relate to the need to share information, stories, and experience
• Be forthcoming and willing to talk
• Ask and answer “who” questions
• Remember to be warm and approachable at all times
• Work to minimize his or her direct involvement with details or
  personal conflicts.

Portrait of an Expressive’s office
In short, it’s a mess. The Expressive loves favorite sayings and has them
plastered on the wall or sitting on the desk. Files are never in a filing cabinet.
Rather, they’re piled all over the office in stacks. But don’t be misled. The
Expressive knows exactly where everything is and can find virtually
anything by its location. Office colors will probably be loud and lively. If
there are flowers or plants, they’re likely dead – either talked to death or
lacking water. The Expressive’s greatest reward is personal acknowledgment
from others, and examples of this will be displayed. The Expressive is an
excitable dreamer, with lots of ideas and projects, but without the time to
follow them up.
Symbol: Peacock.

ang damdamin bakit ?

ngayon ngayon lamang
kamay ay nanlalamig.
kasabay ng panginginig.
mandiy pusoy naninimdim.

kung sakaling mawala.
huwag mangangamba,
lagi mo ako kasama,
kahit malayo ka pa.

pasasaan bat maghuhupa
ang madilim n pebrero
ang malungkot n marso
ang bagyo sa abril
at ang mga darating pang mga buwan ng pagdadalamhati.

♥♥♥

i just love every thing about you.
your eyes
your smile
the way you make me laugh.
or smile or comfort me through my hardest times.

no matter how hard the situation is,
no matter how deep the wound is
your love heals the deepest pain.

loving you has made me look the world in the bright side.
loving you has made my life beautiful.

i wanna tell you...

i want to be with you
i want to spend the rest of my life with you
i want to marry you
have kids with you
give you everything you need
give you everything you want
all the best for you...

i want to feel you
kiss you
i miss your kiss
i miss your embrace
...your sweet lips
...your tender touch
...the way you look at me,so full of love in your eyes..
...the way you hug me,,,so tight that i almost cant breath..haha
...the way you hold my hands...
...the way you feel my cheeks,kiss my eyes,the tip of my nose,my eyebrows, my forehead...
...the way you tell me how much you love me and that you will never leave me,that you'll hold onto us forever,that you will never let go,,
...you said you will never let go,,

and the first time you tell me you love me,,,and i cried...
the first time you held my hands...its was so breath taking...
the first time you kissed me,,,it was amazing...
the first time we made love,,ahaha it was embarassing!
the first time i laid my eyes on You,and i told my self,,oh god,how much i love this man,

as i watched you sleep and gently kiss your lips,
my heart melt away, i love you , i knew...
and i loveyou more and more as we grow together...

and now,that we're apart from each other,
i come to realize that i am scared...
to lose you.
lose your love for me.

i am fighting the urge to come back home...
because if i do,
how could i give you a nice home,
a happy life,
a worry free family-life.

but i cried,every single day away from you is killing the pieces of me,
it's tearing me apart..

i want to go home,but how can i tell you,
i dont want to be here anymore,
i absolutely dont want to be here alone,

being apart from you is like losing a part of my self,,,,YOU.

self communicating

responsible-accountable
small decisions leads to huge possibilities huge results
be wise think wise act wise
be smart think smart act smart
be certain you'll end up successful
save for the future,invest wisely,save constantly consistently
plan ahead.
I'm back,successful,smart,
self awareness
self relationship
work problems relationship issues develop self confidence
who am i?judge yourself.turn it around on yourself.why am i the way i am?
things i'd like to work on myself.why do i feel unappreciated on my job,
help mental health then physical health will more likely be helped
what kind of relationship i have,work,love,family,
self care not selfish.strength weakness.accept it learn from it.
put the challenge in front of you.
inspire and back yourself.
little things you do makes big changes on your future
take control have the conversation within yourself and significant others
start small want need
think twice before you spend
paycheck to paycheck
effort




where it lies in your life